issue 4

// poetry

A Prayer for Birds
by Ember Jones

            After Catherine Pierce & Nickole Brown

Near the end, they were on every power line,
every suburban sapling planted too late to slow
the slow ashing of underbrush. Mourning
doves. Crows. Robins. Little titmice,
one gray eye cocked to the movement
on the road, the whoosh of gasoline and tire,

the gentle rocking of branch in the wind. Speckled
eggs in September. Flash of feather in blue,
quick of pinion, crescent wings. Starlings
in all their black twinkle of iridescence
like tar and the shimmer of sunlight
on oil. On the lake, sweet-fingered children

chucking whole slices of Wonder bread
straight from the bag to little brown ducks
cutting a swath through patina of algal
eutrophy. Morning chorus of soft warbling.
Hot sun. Domestic jungle of persistence.
Remember how there used to be more

than the cardinal’s vermillion, steel-gray
of pigeon—the woodpeckers, petrels, little
meadowlarks, shorebirds, finches. Remembering
the majesty of eagles. Remembering
its screech, so high in the air, so sharp
it was metallic on the tongue, a spark

for burning dawn’s fog. When there were more
than just robins speckling carefully-manicured
lawns with their fat seeded bodies. When
there were penguins to wish upon
somewhere up North. When parrots knew
their native tongue of clicks and trills.

Every dawn the sun is serenaded into horizon
by birdsong, but it’s the same birds every morning
and there is no migration, no star-tracking
to find the ancestral path, no plucky mating dance
all frills and pomade and rhythm, no knotted nests
of pine and mud. There is just crow and robin

and whispered prayers that, Lord, will these
of your creations just stick around a while
longer, please let us keep these little feathered
blessings, please let their bellies be fat from
insect and berry and seed—anything, Lord,
not to lose what little we have left

to the swallowing place where the orioles went,
the cranes, buntings, our falcons, salmon-pink
flamingoes and silvering vireos. Deliver our birds
back to us on storkwing or Amazon one-day shipping
and let us raise them humanly, held close
to our breast, hand-cupped and mouth-syringed

to be set free to the world we have built for them
of industry, ammonium nitrate, rubber, and sequins
and they will have blue seaglass for eyes, polyester
and spandex for feathers,
and a little fiberglass heart the size
of a breath, all prickly and still beating.

about the author // Ember Jones

Ember Jones (she/her) is a writer from Durham, North Carolina and a student of ecology and conservation. She currently serves as the Editor-in-Chief of Appalachian State University’s student literary magazine, The Peel Review. Her work seeks to blur the lines between natural science and art. She is always either thinking about, writing about, or doing research with birds.

Instagram: @ember.nj