special issue 1

// p o e t r y

one
by Rory Meyer

i had waited 
so long

for a
single
positive test,

that the clocks
had begun
dripping
numbers
from their faces,

while i dripped
drops
of urine
onto test cartridges,

pleading aloud,
“please, hurry up.”

but as the lines faded in
and out,

i couldn’t be sure whether
time was coming
or going,

as it all
blurred into

one.

about the author // Rory Meyer

Rory Meyer (they/them) is an Illinois native writer. They earned their BA in writing from Carroll University. Some of their published and forthcoming poetry and fiction appear in places including Vine Leaves Press, Nat 1 Publishing, and Wingless Dreamer, among others. In their free time, Rory enjoys tabletop roleplay games, building fantasy worlds, and bringing characters to life with paint.

Instagram: @rorymeyerwriter