special issue 1

// p o e t r y

While I was getting married my Grandma lay dying
by Angharad Williams

or dead, the phone rang off, the save the date lay lying, and we should have guessed 
when the hawthorn bloomed, turned up lavish and overflowing, rotting on the day
the mother of the groom in a white dress shedding wedding night scent
and decay

Grandma said a marriage announcement is an obituary anyway, a little death ushering bees
and flies in, and of course veil and shroud are synonyms, that cheek prettily blushed
is guilt, confetti, posted bills, the ash of your life
I found

my tongue once and removed it something borrowed from the family pickling jar
and told you I loved you, made promises that expired like
everyone does.

about the author // Angharad Williams

Angharad Williams (she/her) is a poet, living in Stockport, Greater Manchester, UK. Her poems have previously been featured in The Wild Umbrella, Black Bough Poetry, JAKE Mag, and Petrichor Mag, amongst others. You can find her on Instagram @angharadwrites

Instagram/Twitter(X): @angharadwrites